I have an almost 3 years old son. He was born on May 31st 2006. There was such an unforgettable moments to have him. Every mother would feel that way when they were having their first baby…! Those were the time of my life, my very amazing, unforgettable moments of being mother. Everything was changed…I have a part of my body, alive, laid besides me…and he was soooooo handsome and adorable. I did falling in love with him much much much more than I fell in love with his daddy before. My husband and I call him Altaf. A.L.T.H.A.F. for the right spelling, means ‘kindhearted’. Altafathi Nur Ghaisan, that was his full name and our pray to our baby. Husshhhsshhhh…he was sleeping…so save and quietly. I can not express more…it was more than words…!
Then…..it came the time when I have to breastfeeding my baby… Those times were my desperation moments. I could not provide my baby enough breast milk. The ambition of breastfeeding my baby exclusively was killing me! I could not do this! I was lack of preparation, lack of information, less support…
I had a baby blues…(well not much, it was sort of like disappointment)
Off the desperation moments…
Luckily…I have my family close to me…I was living surrounded by my big sister and my big brother. Then it came to my sister, she was having a baby too. She was delivers 30 days earlier different than my baby born date. She had a girl. The third girl in her family. Baby girl…very cute one named Zahrah. Zahrah Nur Azizah. Yesss, Arabic names is the best names to be attached to! It was so perfect, we had a baby boy, and a baby girl at the same time…verrry cute! Often we laid them together…ooooowwwww….so adorable babiessss…!
Well by the way, Zahrah was very lucky… My sister provides more breast milk than I did. Oh my God!!! She was having it like a plenty of it! It runs like a tap water :p she can latch her baby on, and when the baby was full…then she compressed the breast milk for my baby. Oh my God (once again) J she can still provide about 120cc even more of it. Subhanallah!!!
For short…, there my baby had a breastfeeding mother (like our prophet Rasulullah SAW latched on Halimah Sadiyah) J. Because we mothers believe in so much important thing of breast milk.
I see now…Altaf and Zahrah…they are so much like soul mates. Maybe because the milk source they had together. Altaf has got the same ‘blood’ with Zahrah. Also they are on the same age…and for sure, they are always got together. Especially when we travel together with our big family. Altaf seems happy with her, even when I am not around him. Nothing for him to worry as long as Zahrah with him. He feels enjoy….!
In a couple of months I plan to get Altaf to the new kindergarten. Where Zahrah has got in sometime earlier. It makes me feel sorry if Altaf does not have the same thing what Zahra has. Especially in education matter. They have to get even….(even I have to push my pocket!!!) J
Altaf and his soul mate Zahrah….! May Allah always be with you along the way…! And may Allah loves us the way like we love you both. Altaf and Zahrah…grow like a tree…tall and strong…got your arms everywhere to help people…be useful to other. With Allah’s Guidance of course…
“ Rabbanaa hablanaa min ajwaajinaa wa dzurriyyatinaa qurrata a’yunin waj’alnaa lilmuttaqiina imaamaa…”
Amiiin ya rabbal alamiin!!!
Then…..it came the time when I have to breastfeeding my baby… Those times were my desperation moments. I could not provide my baby enough breast milk. The ambition of breastfeeding my baby exclusively was killing me! I could not do this! I was lack of preparation, lack of information, less support…
I had a baby blues…(well not much, it was sort of like disappointment)
Off the desperation moments…
Luckily…I have my family close to me…I was living surrounded by my big sister and my big brother. Then it came to my sister, she was having a baby too. She was delivers 30 days earlier different than my baby born date. She had a girl. The third girl in her family. Baby girl…very cute one named Zahrah. Zahrah Nur Azizah. Yesss, Arabic names is the best names to be attached to! It was so perfect, we had a baby boy, and a baby girl at the same time…verrry cute! Often we laid them together…ooooowwwww….so adorable babiessss…!
Well by the way, Zahrah was very lucky… My sister provides more breast milk than I did. Oh my God!!! She was having it like a plenty of it! It runs like a tap water :p she can latch her baby on, and when the baby was full…then she compressed the breast milk for my baby. Oh my God (once again) J she can still provide about 120cc even more of it. Subhanallah!!!
For short…, there my baby had a breastfeeding mother (like our prophet Rasulullah SAW latched on Halimah Sadiyah) J. Because we mothers believe in so much important thing of breast milk.
I see now…Altaf and Zahrah…they are so much like soul mates. Maybe because the milk source they had together. Altaf has got the same ‘blood’ with Zahrah. Also they are on the same age…and for sure, they are always got together. Especially when we travel together with our big family. Altaf seems happy with her, even when I am not around him. Nothing for him to worry as long as Zahrah with him. He feels enjoy….!
In a couple of months I plan to get Altaf to the new kindergarten. Where Zahrah has got in sometime earlier. It makes me feel sorry if Altaf does not have the same thing what Zahra has. Especially in education matter. They have to get even….(even I have to push my pocket!!!) J
Altaf and his soul mate Zahrah….! May Allah always be with you along the way…! And may Allah loves us the way like we love you both. Altaf and Zahrah…grow like a tree…tall and strong…got your arms everywhere to help people…be useful to other. With Allah’s Guidance of course…
“ Rabbanaa hablanaa min ajwaajinaa wa dzurriyyatinaa qurrata a’yunin waj’alnaa lilmuttaqiina imaamaa…”
Amiiin ya rabbal alamiin!!!
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